Suffocating in my own self-pity, not willing to move from my self-locked prison. I’m not fighting my inner demons anymore, we're on the same side now. We have an understanding and we're fighting everyone else. With an agreement like that why would I fight it? Why would i mess with this illusion of peace when i can just accept it and give up? Lying to myself is so much easier. Fighting is only something done by those with a reason for living the dream. My dreams are my living nightmares and i live them well.